you know what, i’m gonna go take a bath and add lavender oil in it and listen to some tunes. yes. 

I’ve been afraid of going to get my blood drawn, I keep pushing it aside, but knowing that it’s just one step away from getting onto testosterone gets me really frustrated. I’m afraid if I go on T, my face will change and I’ll hate it even more than what I used to, especially my left side. I’ve always hated the left side of my face, and i’ll hate it even more if T changes it in a way I don’t want it to.but…there is a possiblity I might like how i look even more, my body will probably change, so possibly no more wide hips….my feminine voice will change..I don’t know I’m just scared.

I’ve been afraid of going to get my blood drawn, I keep pushing it aside, but knowing that it’s just one step away from getting onto testosterone gets me really frustrated. 
I’m afraid if I go on T, my face will change and I’ll hate it even more than what I used to, especially my left side. I’ve always hated the left side of my face, and i’ll hate it even more if T changes it in a way I don’t want it to.
but…there is a possiblity I might like how i look even more, my body will probably change, so possibly no more wide hips….my feminine voice will change..
I don’t know I’m just scared.

tagged: +personal  +self  +thoughts 

princemacabre:

If anyone is interested I have an etsy shop! I only have three things currently listed, check it out! ;u; 

https://www.etsy.com/listing/186790368/bee-locket?

tagged: +reblogging  +my shop 

I dont want to go to sleep so I wont have to face tomorrow. I feel sick and i want to cry.
But i need this job.

So uH I guess i got a job!?

I have a question for anyone else who takes prozac..do you guys get this kind of…uh heartburn/indigestion feeling after taking them?
Ive noticed that if i forget to eat before taking my pills i get a really bad heartburn.
Cjdncjdnfodmcodnf looks like im gonna have trouble sleeping tonight fuckkk

A strained eye flutters shut
Now blinded in the dark
I felt my body drown against my will
But so softly had i soon reached the window sill
A strained eye flutters open
Am I dreaming?

Ahah so i just got back home and got too many jars whooopppss o well.

comatose-roses:

I got a persian cat! I can’t wait till it grows up and has this cute little flat face.

AHH LOOK HOW CUTE…my best fran got a kitten!! ;U;

comatose-roses:

I got a persian cat! I can’t wait till it grows up and has this cute little flat face.

AHH LOOK HOW CUTE…my best fran got a kitten!! ;U;