Gifts from @emily77rose
C: had a lot of fun today yis
When my ssi finally goes through. I am getting the right things to stretch my ears again.
Then I am also going to get maybe one or two more tattoos done, and buy some more clothes.
I will also be saving up some money to see my best friend in Michigan.
I have it all planned.
i am too tired to deal with things that overwhelm me, i can feel my soul crumble down like an ancient artifact that has been thrown from a high balcony.
I am tired, stressed, and all too well depressed..i dont really know what i want these days.
So I passed out today from seeing my mom get her blood work done. It was the longest i’ve ever been passed out, and my mom said my lips turned blue and it was hard to wake me up (She had to jerk my body twice just to wake me up)
Nurse said that even though i didn’t get the blood drawn from myself, it was probably just a huge trigger to see.
Im sure it was also from all the stress i’ve been dealing with. so yah.
My dad is in a pissy mood and he’s slamming doors and being all childish rn and saying really rude things because he’s been drinking.
This is a reason why I have a problem with people who excessively drink every single day.
he’s mad my mom hasn’t answered her cellphone.
well no shit she’s not answering her cellphone, because you’re acting like a dickwad and you’re super controlling of where she goes. Jesus give her a fucking break.