So i went and bought my mantis some crickets. i hope he eats em. 

I am also two hours lste on tsking my meds amd i really dont want to get up out of my bed to eat something to take my pills.

ok no, there is some paranormal shit going on right now, i seriously have looked /everywhere/ for my mp3 player and i can’t find it at all?? ive been looking for about a good hour because i know tomorrow I’m gonna be wanting to listen to it. jglkd,msgdjlsgkm,godjlk fuckk it’s maing me have such fucking bad anxiety right now. i really need my music ok What really gets me is thst i KNOW where i left it and it isnt there

I’ve been drawing so much lately it’s not even funny omg…

asmyheart-remembers:

ll-thedrunkenwhaler-ll:

can my boyfriend like come into my life already pls. I think now would be a good time to show up. 

i want cuddles, and play video games with each other yes. 

For real, its about time :S

maybe i should put an ad in the newspaper “LOOKING FOR A QT, requirements: u gotta play games, watch netflix, text me evurday, and not b a douchebag to people. also punk clothes cause yes” 

can my boyfriend like come into my life already pls. I think now would be a good time to show up. 

i want cuddles, and play video games with each other yes. 

tagged: +*lesigh* 

I could feel my shoulders shutter
Like a rock rolling down a gutterpipe.
My eyes swelled, voice shook, lips cracked.
I felt naked and everyone’s voice had boomed out with laughter at me.
My stomach sunk faster than any ship out in the sea, and i was helpless to prevent it all.
Then i felt nothing

tagged: +personal  +poetry  +mine 

you know what, i’m gonna go take a bath and add lavender oil in it and listen to some tunes. yes. 

I’ve been afraid of going to get my blood drawn, I keep pushing it aside, but knowing that it’s just one step away from getting onto testosterone gets me really frustrated. I’m afraid if I go on T, my face will change and I’ll hate it even more than what I used to, especially my left side. I’ve always hated the left side of my face, and i’ll hate it even more if T changes it in a way I don’t want it to.but…there is a possiblity I might like how i look even more, my body will probably change, so possibly no more wide hips….my feminine voice will change..I don’t know I’m just scared.

I’ve been afraid of going to get my blood drawn, I keep pushing it aside, but knowing that it’s just one step away from getting onto testosterone gets me really frustrated. 
I’m afraid if I go on T, my face will change and I’ll hate it even more than what I used to, especially my left side. I’ve always hated the left side of my face, and i’ll hate it even more if T changes it in a way I don’t want it to.
but…there is a possiblity I might like how i look even more, my body will probably change, so possibly no more wide hips….my feminine voice will change..
I don’t know I’m just scared.

tagged: +personal  +self  +thoughts 

princemacabre:

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tagged: +reblogging  +my shop